Thursday, June 12, 2003
It's been a hectic and tiring week so far with the dateline for Netcity II launching drawing closer by the day. Surprisingly I've been holding it (and myself) together quite well, and yes there's been a little helping hand that's keeping me together as well. I'd rather not speculate things because that would only get my hopes up, and that is sooooo not me. I guess time would tell in which direction my life leads ( as usual), even though it's meant to be platonic. Or something. I'm so bloody exausted I can't seem to even compose my thoughts properly.So what do I know then?
I know that I'm heading into a wall again :). Just when the heart can get whole again too.
Do you feel like a chain store?
Practically floored
One of many zeros
Kicked around bored
Your ears are full but your empty
Holding out your heart
To people who never really
Care how you are
So give me Coffee and TV
History
I've seen so much
I'm goin blind
And i'm braindead virtually
Sociability
It's hard enough for me
Take me away form this big bad world
And agree to marry me
So we can start all over again
Do you go to the country
It isn't very far
There's people there who will hurt you
Cos of who you are
Your ears are full of the language
There's wisdom there you're sure
'Til the words start slurring
And you can't find the door
So give me Coffee and TV
History
I've seen so much
I'm goin blind
And i'm braindead virtually
Sociability
It's hard enough for me
Take me away form this big bad world
And agree to marry me
So we can start all over again
I think I'm going slightly mad.
Monday, June 09, 2003
As ze presidente ordered, I should chill out more. At the moment, I feel like fuck though, thanks to another flu bug that I seemed to have caught. My head feels so heavy and I'm running a constant 100degrees Farenheit. And the next person that suggests that I am SARs infected will recieve a wholesome 50kw up their spine. *evil grin* The Monday is here, and it's a little too weird to be a Monday. It kinda feels like a Wednesday. Maybe it is a Monday after all, cos I just discovered a mouth ulcer.ouch.
Nct II is all about the waiting game now. Mainboards are suppose to arrive today. The titaniums maybe on Wednesday. Looks like the holiday has thrown a spanner in our plans. Kenneth , aka Sarah's man, would be joining up with us as our main technician, giving me a little more room to manage both outlets. I got another n00b to train tonight, and if he survives Day I then he'll be transferred to Nct II. Yay. And I still don't know if we should go for the 24/7 schedule or not. Dammit.
Must snap out of stupor. The blocked nose/bad throat/ heavy head is really making it hard for me to plan the day, though I shalt not resort to the Joy_joy method ( he tazers himself to a more alert state of mind). Sometimes I wonder if it was the right thing to do getting him that tazer. :P Downloading and blasting Prodigy seems to help me get my bearings a little. Just now, someone named couple couple called me on netmeeting and proceeded to have hot monkey sex in front of their cam. Like wtf. This cannot be Monday at all! I'd post up the pics but that's a sure way to get this blog revoked so errr... I'll find a way. I always do. :)
Yes, nothing like Prodigy's Claustrophobic Sting to start your day. Now all I need to do is fucking find the coffee. Now I know what I've been lacking. Coffee. I've been getting all the meat in the world from the place we affectionately call, "Cheap Ass Western Food" which is near NcT. Last night, they launched their RM8.80 Mixed Grill, which consisted of 4 pieces of meat, beef, chicken, lamb, fish. Before the introduction of the Mixed Grill, I was feeding off RM6.80 steaks, and RM3.80 Fish n Chips. And by the looks of it, we'll be having dinner there again. Whee. And surprisingly , my metabolism rate has also climbed a few notches, so it's all good. Now if you'd excuse me I'm trying to draft Hamlin into my army of cashiers for Nct II.
