For every beginning there is an end.

As I look into your eyes I see the sunrise
The light behind your face helps me realise
Will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
Maybe the next time I’ll be yours and maybe you’ll be mine
I don’t know if it’s even in your mind at all
It could be me
At this moment in time
Is it in your mind at all
It should be me, it could be me
Forever
Wandering through life will love come home to you
And the love you want forever, will they be true to you
Will we sleep and sometimes love until the moon shines
Maybe the next time I’ll be yours and maybe you’ll be mine
I don’t know if it’s even in your mind at all
It could be me
At this moment in time
Love’s indescribable
It should be me, it could be me
Forever
Easy, ready, willing, over time
Where does it stop where do you dare me to draw the line
You’ve got the body now you want my soul
Don’t even think about it say no go

Simply Red - Sunrise.

Sigh.

Reloaded was to say the least, confusing. And it didn't help that the sound kept blinking out at crucial moments as well. But all in, the movie was worth the watch, storywise. So what's there to look out for in the world of the Matrix anyway? The "Burly Brawl" was at first a little draggy, though things started to really rock when Neo decided to use a really really big stick. The Tea House fight was oh so Hong Kong, you know, the kind that dates back to the 70s. Monica Belluci = one hot hot momma. I don't see why Neo thinks Trinity > Persephone. :P~~ Bullet time truck impact scene was rather amazing; actually the whole freeway chase/fight scene was impressive. The plot may seem to have holes but from what Biu tells me, it's all been done for a reason. The game "Enter The Matrix" seems to explain what happens from Niobe's and Ghost's POV, including the slaughter of Xion. So it looks like me and Melvin would be camping over at his place soon to watch the rest of the Matrix saga unfold. Either that or I install the game over here at work and EVERYONE else watches the game. So what are the theories that have come out from watching the movie?

Ed and Melvin believe that the Matrix and the real world are one and the same; programs within programs, another Matrix from which to wake up from maybe? If so, that would explain how Neo is able to whack Sentinels in the real world, and also how Agent Smith was able to replicate himself and upload into the real world in the form of Bane. But I guess to understand it all, I really have to see what Biu's been blabbering about; about some constructs named Able and Cain, who are supposed to be part of the vampire programs that have crossed over. If you are confused from reading all this, go watch the movie and then play the game. I also understand that the fate of the Osiris is revealed in an Animatrix episode that would be released in June. So, till then, I'll go fanboy over Reloaded and everything that's Matrix. They were definitely right when they said the Matrix is a geek movie. Not recommended for the jinjangcharlalas out there.Or the tukaubehbinlantautunaus.

And on a lighter note, the Lonely Hearts Club has taken a new turn, with the addition of a new member, and all of us having "carebear" like descriptions. So, Clarence is Choobiheart, Edwin is Goodheart, Melvin is Loyalheart, Soon Hoe is Mechaheart and I am Almostaheart. Go us. So are there any women out there who's interested in giving us hearts a home? :D

And yes , we know we sound desperate, aiiiight?

At this moment, I am looking at 4 tickets to Reloaded at 2.25pm tomorrow. I guess being spontaneous paid off after all. That and the bloody sugar rush I'm riding at the moment, no thanks to Zoe :P. The tickets are meant for us Lonely Hearts Club members, namely Melvin, Edwin, me and Nson, who's tagging along cos he's running the night shift over here tomorrow. So the warning is there for you guys though, if you don't want spoilers, don't read the next post until you've already seen the movie. :)

It's rather quiet today here at work at the moment. Most people have gone for their Wesak prayers so I can be expecting a rather late crowd tonight. Whee. Boon just asked me if I was ok or not. Goddamn sugar rush is bad for me. I really got to work it out of my system. Oh. Today I was told that I was hung like a really big dog. Like wtf. ok. Maybe the proper phrase used was "having a dog's dick". Like wtf. And this was all reference from a dream too. Thank god I hardly dream anymore.

I guess I've managed to shake off the exertion of working over here for 20 hours straight for the past 2 days back. The place has been reformatted and reinstalled (again), and is now packing only 4 different games. And somehow that's been keeping the customer base rather focused. Go me. Melvin, Edwin, Li Ann and friend are going to SS tonight. And no, I still have no idea why. Honestly how can people like SS anyway? If you're a guy, then it's prolly to get lucky, and if you're a chick, then you'd go there to get gangbanged by many many indian shlongs. Or something.

Anyway I think I have to go work the sugar out of my system. Zoe just complained that she's hungry and is trying to twist my arm into getting KFC for her cos she's too lazy to move her ass around. Hmm. Maybe I can get myself that Nightcrawler toy after all now. Turan.

At work now, my oh so reliable (NOT) night shift surprisingly didn't show for work, again. I really need to source for staff, since I have to rely on people like him. Anyone out there interested in working night shifts in a not so high pressured job please, PLEASE contact me. And if you're female.... YEAHHHHHHHHHHH. Please excuse the dumbfuck attitude, I have not had any sleep since saturday morning. I ended up last night/this morning at Clarence's room. Since it was his last night in town, we all crashed over to make sure he didn't get enough sleep for the drive back to KL. Throw in Melvin, Edwin, Li Ann and some dumbass canto flick on Wa La Toi, and the best no brainers happen.

I shipped out for home around 8.30am and after settling into my comfy bed around 10, had the office call me with server admin problems. So off to work I went, with the bloody sun so bloody hot, and getting there to find out that the problem was caused by a loose VGA cable. And yes I did beat some sense into my staff for it. And in my stoned state, I managed to drive myself to Green Hall for the gig that was happening over there. I miss Joanne and Ah Meng's performance but got there just in time to see Strangedays perform. They weren't bad, sounding kinda like New Order without the chick. And they managed the Depache Mode cover pretty well too. Could do a whole lot better if they had a live drummer as well, though most of the time I was going, "Is that really Nora's husband?" Right.

I chilled outside a lil with Nora & company catching up with stuff. Most of the people there didn't recognise me with my new haircut though. I did spot Cindy there as well, though Joanne looked about as stoned as me. Got myself an Intoxicated CD and was about to burls back to work when I was told that my favourite band was about to play, and thus I ended up going to work late,again. But I can honestly say, Love Me Butch made it all worthwhile. The first and last time I got to see them in action was wayyyyyyyy back at the Lost Paradise gig. Yes the same one that Clare got drop kicked by a stage diver. So having them perform almost made me wanna pogo the fuck out of Rons, but then Rons was starting his silat shit and all that, so I didn't. So I ended up with a Love Me Butch CD as well. And pissing off alot of Sunday drivers with my 5 minute drive back to work.

And I don't even get to watch football tonight. :( Turan.